Just Some Flashback

24th Jan 2011
Having tummy pain since 3am in da morning and it is within 5minutes.Thought it was false alarm but still it gets stronger till 7am in da morning, I didn't sleep at all since 3am so decided to go to Hospital Ampang(gov hosp). Reached there around 8am++ and I think I was the 1st patient. The doctor checked me, took the CTG and told me to go home cause still no opening. OK, so home we go.
Reached home and then i slept zzzzzzzzzzz and suddenly my tummy started to hurt again but not very much. Woke up to go to the toilet and suddenly i started to panic a bit because there's blood at my pantyliners and I'm not talking bout spots of it but is full of blood. So, I woke my hubby and showed him the blood ad off we go to Hospital Ampang again. This time the service there really sucks. I went to the counter and told the nurses bout the blood and she said it is because of the VE that the doctor did in da morning. After i explained that it was not spots of blood but a lot only they took me seriously and ask me to go to the examination room so that the doctor will check me.
So, came the doctor and she checked me and said still no opening. I told her bout the blood and she still doesnt believe me as if i was making up stories. And then the midwife came and check to timed my contraction while waiting for the Senior Doctor to check me. As I was in the examination room I heard the doctors said 'Dia yang dtg pagi tadi tu, lepas dia dtg terus ramai patient'. Like WTF la kan...it pisses me off. Still i lay down patiently waiting for the so called Senior Doctor to check me. She came, check my opening and said still no opening. I told her bout the blood and she said while showing me the blood 'Ini tanda je, ada patient keluar tanda darah mcm ni mgu depan baru bersalin'. Still I was worried because the amount of blood that came out at home is a lot. So I told her bout my previous experience being induced but still no opening. And you know what that Doc said to me 'Ha, yelah yelah. Kalau nak kena tahan wad sgt tahan lah'. She spoke out loud ok and everyone heard it. I was so annoyed by the way she talked to me.So unprofessional. Who does she thinks she is? Just some doctorssss....Bodoh tau.Sakit hati aku. Macam lah aku tak tau sakit macam mana baru nak dtg hospital kan.
Then after she left i went to the toilet and cried coz i was so pissed off. I went out of the toilet and told the other doctor that i dont want to be warded. When i went out of the examination room i saw my parents already there. I told the nurse at the reception that i dont need to be warded. Then my parents, hubby and i went to Pelita to have lunch. On the way there I told my hubby what happened in the Examination Room and told him what the doctor told me.
Oh, I forgot to tell u olls when i want to go back...the nurse at the reception told me this 'kalau sakit setiap 5minit dtg hospital'. Dalam hati aku dah menyumpah2 dah. Sebab sakit setiap 5 minit ni lah aku dtg hospital.
Then at Pelita, my hubby told my parents what happened back there at the hospital. My father just geleng kepala dgn attitude doctor ni. Huh... And I had my lunch while enduring the pain ok... Sakit hati punya pasal makan laaaaa. Then balik rumah.

Gosh....39weeks already

Now only I realized that I am 39weeks already. For the first time I can hold on until 39weeks, so unbelieveable. No wonder I feel tired easily nowadays. But still can go shopping last Friday and Saturday. hehehe...
Kalau baby ni tak turun2 lagi taktau la  kan.. Hopefully the baby is already engaged and ready to meet us...
Just can't wait for it. Am so excited. Tengok baby orang rasa macam...ish tak sabarnye nak hold my baby. Nak cium2 dia, nak kasi susu... Rindunye.. Mintak2 la cepat kuar dan selamat hendaknye. Doakan kami yer...TQ alls.

Ermmm...

Kalau diikutkan last date of period yang ku samar2 ingat patut hari ni dah masuk 39weeks...
Tapi kalau ikutkan scan dekat Klinik Kesihatan @5months EDD adalah 29th Jan ... means baru nak masuk 38weeks..
Jadi, yang mana satu patut ku ikut?

The average baby is about 20.5 inches / 51 centimetres long from head to toe and weighs approximately 7.5 pounds / 3.4 kilograms at birth, but anywhere between 5 pounds 11.5 ounces and 8 pounds 5.75 ounces / 2.5 and 3.8 kilograms is a healthy range for newborns.

Lega Hati ini, Alhamdulillah…

Salam semua,


Semalam kan buat post ‘Tak Sedap Hati’ kan. Hari ni dah rasa Lega dah….Alhamdulillah. Sebab petang semalam dah pergi jumpa Gynae dan scan baby. Baby dah pusing dan kepala sudah engage, sangatlah lega rasa di hati. Berat pun dah naik around 3kg.. Sangat-sangat bersyukur. Kalau tak rasa susah hati je. Dengar heartbeat dia semua ok, sangat2 lega. Hehehe…

So, sekarang adalah menanti hari sahaja. Semalam pun doc dah Tanya macam-macam kan. Hehehe… Nak tahan wad dahla tu. Tau sangat doctor tu. Tapi sebab I’m still ok, so takde la dia nak tahan ke apa kan.

Oklah, that’s all peeps for this morning. :)

Tak Sedap Hati

Di petang-petang hari ini tiba-tiba rasa tak sedap hati lah pulak. Kenapa ek? Huhu~. Pagi tadi dah g checkup dekat Klinik Kesihatan. Macam biasalah nurse amik darah, BP , dengar heartbeat baby, raba2 kedudukan baby dan Alhamdulillah ok. Tapi rasa macam tak puas sebab tak scan. Dah mintak nak scan tapi doctor kata tak payah lagi. Ermmm….. Jadi mengambil keputusan petang ni nak jumpa gynae la trus kat private. Nak scan semua, baru rasa macam complete dan semoga rasa tak sedap hati ini akan hilang dan semoga baby sihat-sihat sahaja.


Takutlah kalau kena emergency C-Sect lagi. Kalau boleh nak kasi normal delivery. Sebab kan kalau anak 1st and 2nd dah C-sect, confirm anak no 3 kena C-Sect gak. Kesian kat anak la….kalau operate ni anak salu banyak alergik sikit dari budak beranak normal. Dahla I ni memang ada eckzema(betoi ke dak eja ni?). Kalau ditambah dgn alergik2 lain, sian kat anak.huhu~

Sekian, luahan rasa di petang hari. Sebab nak buat kerja pun rasa tak sedap hati. Balik ni memang terus nk jumpa gynae. Harap-harap tak ramai orang macam last 2 weeks.huhu~

Is it a sign or false alarm?

Yuhuuu……

Last night we had dinner at CHILIS..hehehe. Makan sedap je kan akhir2 ni. Manalah badan tak besau. But the best part was seeing Rayyan eating dengan sangat berselera. Siap makan Molten Choc Cake lagi plus jilat2 lagi. Selalu pandang sebelah mata pun tak kalau kek kan.

Ok, enough talking bout food. After dinner we went home. Sampai je rumah biasalah kan, salin salin baju pehtu duk melanguk depan tv. My husband konon-konon cakap masa kat Chilis balik rumah dia nak terus tido. Sekali duk tengok TV je dengan Rayyan tu. Rayyan tu sekarang ni ikut je papa dia buat apa. Dah macam copycat je aku rasa. Kengkadang tengok kelakar plak.

Mak Buyung ni of course la awal2 dah terlelap depan tv. Tapi then around 11pm terjaga sebab sakit belakang.huhu~. Sakit yang mencucuk2 dekat belakang bahagian pinggang. I pun buatlah timing kan, manalah tau kot-kot tu tanda nak bersalin dah kan. Every 5minutes jugaklah sakit. Tapi by 11.40pm dah tak sakit dah sebab boleh tertido pulak kan.hik3… Tapi husband cakap I tido mengerang2. Adakah sakit jugak masa tgh tdo tp disebabkan dah mengantuk sgt sampai tertido jugak akhirnya. So, sekarang ni taktau lah adakah itu tanda-tanda nak bersalin ataupun false alarm?huhu~

Esok ada checkup @38 weeks. Nak tunggu esok ke nak jumpa doctor petang ni ek? Tapi Alhamdulillah pergerakan baby macam biasa. Kena monitor la pergerakan baby ni. Kalau tetiba terkurang atau terover sangat kena lah memecut ke hospital.

Doakan keselamatan saya dan baby yer… TQ alls.

Inilah Molten Choc Cake tu...sedap sangat... :)

First Day of Working Year 2011

It’s the first working day for year 2011 but I feel so de-motivated. Firstly because the office is a bit empty coz many of my colleague is taking their Annual Leave to send their kids to school and also because I am heavily pregnant. I will be 38 weeks pregnant soon. How I wish times flies faster than now. So not comfortable during these final weeks with the back-ache, the tummy hardens every now and then, trips to the toilet is very often (esp during nights) and many more.

Today Rayyan cried when we send him to Nursery. He’s very close with his Papa nowadays. Maybe he pitied his Mama nowadays. It’s a good thing also coz I can’t barely take care of him properly nowadays (he likes to be carried and I can’t bear to carry him anymore nowadays). Don’t know how he will react once his lil brother (InsyaAllah) is born. I hope he can be a good big brother and show good example. Hopefully I can give normal delivery this time. Praying for the best. :)

Happy New Year to All and hopefully this year will be better than the last one…..