Sunday, February 27, 2011

30 hari sudah

Pejam Celik dah sebulan dah aku bersalin kan Emir Razzan. Huwaaa, tak lama lagi dah nak start keje. Tapi badan ni tak kurus2 pun lagi. Cane nak kurus kalau kuat makan kan?hahaha....
Kali ni muka Razzan naik merah2 la plak macam ekczema(betoi ke tak eja ni). Tapi nasib baik la naik kat muka aje. Kalau tak sian dia.
Tak pergi lagi cucuk Razzan sebulan. Next week baru nak g. Agak2 berapa la berat Razzan dan berapalah berat aku skang. Rasa macam besar jeee lagi...huwaaaa....
Kena jogging la pas pantang ni....huk3... Susah nak kuruskan badan balik... Ingatkan takdela naik byk sgt berat kali ni tapi sama je macam 1st pregnancy lu. Sabau jela..

Sunday, February 13, 2011

Hari ke 19

Pejam celik pejam celik hari ni dah masuk hari yang ke-19 dah.. Hajat di hati nak berpantang sendiri tak kesampaian sebab laki ku tersayang nak kena g outstation. Dengan si Rayyan yang tak reti duk diam dan Razzan yang siang2 asyik nak berkepit je cane tu? Nanti makan tak tentu Razzan sakit perot sape yang seksa kan?? Mama dia jugak. Oleh itu kami telah mengambil keputusan sebulat suara untuk kembali ke pangkal jalan....hahahha, iaitu balik Kajang la umah Bonda terchenta. Sekurang kurang nye terjaga makan minum. Kali ni alhamdulillah Razzan tak byk ragam sgt mcm abg dia kecuali bila nyusu tu mak aihhhh kemain lama. Sebab lepas tu pun dia tidur lama. Ini dia tgh tdo sgt lama...Kejut suh minum susu pun kejap je dia minum. Siap la malam-malam buta karang mesti nak berkepit aje. Takpelah, jgn ko melalak tak hengat sudah ye nakkk..
BTW.. baru start buat stock susu 4 hari lepas. Agak2 sempat tak nak buat stock susu byk2? Niat di hati ni nak fully BF sampai Razzan umur 1 thn at least, kalau lagi lama lagi bagus kan.. I loike... :)
Kena buat stock susu byk2 sbb nanti Razzan 2 bulan nak kena anta nursery dah... Sila lah doakan susu saya byk yer... Sebab dulu bila Rayyan start minum FM sbb BM dah tak ckp kan, salu nau lah sakit. Tak sanggup mama tgk anak2 mama sakit dah.

Thursday, February 10, 2011

Sambungan Flashback

24th Jan 2011
Lepas balik makan dari Pelita tu pergi amik Rayyan dekat nursery lepas tu balik lah rumah. Tak ingat buat apa balik rumah tapi yang ingat sakit sudah makin kerap. Malam pukul 10 baru lapar then makan roti jela. Pukul 12 dah tak tertahan sgt dah sakit sampai menonggeng2 dah so ajak la Hubby pergi Hospital dan kali ni kami pergi HAT Tuanku Mizan. Nasib baik Rayyan dah tido so dia tinggal dekat umah dgn adik ipar. Sampai2 dekat emergency tu terus ckp sakit dah. Lepas tu memula dorang nak cek dekat bawah tu tapi tetiba suh naik wad trus lah pulak. Kena tolak atas wheelchair. Masa on da way tu tetiba dgr mcm bunyi 'pop' tapi sayup2 je. Dah sampai atas nak bangun dari wheelchair dah rasa lain macam dah. Rupa-rupanya air ketuban dah pecah, patutla mcm ada dgr bunyi 'pop' tadi. Cek2 dah bukak 2cm....ha, kan mmg nak beranak dah.Doc kat Ampang tu mangkuk, taula wad penuh tp ckp elok2 tak  blh ke. Aku ni bkn bangang sgt, ada degree lagi tau walaupun degree in IT.
Dah terus kena tolak masuk labor room. Masa ni sakit dah sesgt...pehtu dahla kena baring je sbb dorang pasang CTG kat perot ni. Huwaaa, rasa nak patah pinggang. Contraction ku sgt lah kuat sampai nak dekat 100%. Kembar darah lah di katakan. Dahla  masa memula kena tahan dorang tak kasi aku ubat untuk membersihkan kolon aku yang penuh ni. Masa dah bukak 4cm aku mintak baru nurse kasi sbb dia raba2 mmg penuh kolon aku kan. Maka kat dlm labor room la aku termuntah terberak semua. Masa ni malu semua dah hilang dah. Dahla takde painkiller langsung, takat gas yang dia suruh sedut je. Sebab gas tu lah aku merapu meraban dari kul 1pg sampai nak dekat kul 5 pagi tau.
Lepas dah melepas tu baru aku rasa contraction kurang sikit dan jalan dari 6cm terus bukak 9cm. Masa ni nurse dah suruh aku start push dah. Tapi dia suh mengiring lu sbb katanye takdelah lenguh sbb tak nampak lagi kepala baby masa ni. 2 kali aku push tetiba aku rasa mcm baby dah nak terkeluar dah. Kelam kabut nurse suruh aku terlentang. Masa ni dorang dah nampak kot kepala baby. Sekali aku teran dah keluar kepala kot. Sekali lagi teran bahu kot, sekali masa ni tak ckp nafas daaaa... Tarik nafas panjang pastu teran maka keluarlah baby ku. Alhamdulillah, syukur sgt2. Merasa gak aku beranak normal walaupun sakitnye mak aihh... tak tercakap. Maka pada 5.08 pagi keluarlah anak kami yang kedua yang diberi nama Emir Razzan.
Ha, masa ni hubby takde pun kat sisi. Sedih sungguh rasa di hati. Sebabnya dia balik rumah pergi ambik Rayyan yang dah melalak tak hengat dunia. Takpelah, asalkan semua selamat kan. Tapi aku memang bengang btol ngn doc kat Hospital Ampang tu. huh

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Just Some Flashback

24th Jan 2011
Having tummy pain since 3am in da morning and it is within 5minutes.Thought it was false alarm but still it gets stronger till 7am in da morning, I didn't sleep at all since 3am so decided to go to Hospital Ampang(gov hosp). Reached there around 8am++ and I think I was the 1st patient. The doctor checked me, took the CTG and told me to go home cause still no opening. OK, so home we go.
Reached home and then i slept zzzzzzzzzzz and suddenly my tummy started to hurt again but not very much. Woke up to go to the toilet and suddenly i started to panic a bit because there's blood at my pantyliners and I'm not talking bout spots of it but is full of blood. So, I woke my hubby and showed him the blood ad off we go to Hospital Ampang again. This time the service there really sucks. I went to the counter and told the nurses bout the blood and she said it is because of the VE that the doctor did in da morning. After i explained that it was not spots of blood but a lot only they took me seriously and ask me to go to the examination room so that the doctor will check me.
So, came the doctor and she checked me and said still no opening. I told her bout the blood and she still doesnt believe me as if i was making up stories. And then the midwife came and check to timed my contraction while waiting for the Senior Doctor to check me. As I was in the examination room I heard the doctors said 'Dia yang dtg pagi tadi tu, lepas dia dtg terus ramai patient'. Like WTF la kan...it pisses me off. Still i lay down patiently waiting for the so called Senior Doctor to check me. She came, check my opening and said still no opening. I told her bout the blood and she said while showing me the blood 'Ini tanda je, ada patient keluar tanda darah mcm ni mgu depan baru bersalin'. Still I was worried because the amount of blood that came out at home is a lot. So I told her bout my previous experience being induced but still no opening. And you know what that Doc said to me 'Ha, yelah yelah. Kalau nak kena tahan wad sgt tahan lah'. She spoke out loud ok and everyone heard it. I was so annoyed by the way she talked to me.So unprofessional. Who does she thinks she is? Just some doctorssss....Bodoh tau.Sakit hati aku. Macam lah aku tak tau sakit macam mana baru nak dtg hospital kan.
Then after she left i went to the toilet and cried coz i was so pissed off. I went out of the toilet and told the other doctor that i dont want to be warded. When i went out of the examination room i saw my parents already there. I told the nurse at the reception that i dont need to be warded. Then my parents, hubby and i went to Pelita to have lunch. On the way there I told my hubby what happened in the Examination Room and told him what the doctor told me.
Oh, I forgot to tell u olls when i want to go back...the nurse at the reception told me this 'kalau sakit setiap 5minit dtg hospital'. Dalam hati aku dah menyumpah2 dah. Sebab sakit setiap 5 minit ni lah aku dtg hospital.
Then at Pelita, my hubby told my parents what happened back there at the hospital. My father just geleng kepala dgn attitude doctor ni. Huh... And I had my lunch while enduring the pain ok... Sakit hati punya pasal makan laaaaa. Then balik rumah.