Salam,
Just got to know that *my dad is in Wikipedia :) *
wink wink :)
Wednesday, December 21, 2011
Tuesday, December 13, 2011
Tegur Salah, Tak Tegur....
Salam semua,
Saya ni adalah seorang manusia yang banyak membuat kesilapan, tapi InsyaAllah saya tak cepat melatah dan mengaku serta sedar akan kesilapan saya. Pointing fingers is just not my way. Tapi tulah dia, bila kita tegur orang pasal kesilapan mereka mulalah nak melenting sana sini, duk kata kita macam2. Kalau tak tegur nanti buat lagi dan melibatkan ........... Anak2 saya adalah keutamaan saya dan merekalah nyawa saya... Siapa suka orang amik barang mereka tanpa kebenaran atau pengetahuan kita kan... suka ke?
And I thought only one person have this attitude but it runs in the family? Haisshhh... dan memang mereka semua tak boleh terima teguran.. Fine, kalau macam tu saya pun akan buat keras hati sayalah... You think i cannot do ke? Tapi fikir2 balik malas lah.... Sukahati koranglah nak anggap aku ni jahat ke, tak sedar diri ke atau apa2 pun. Tapi jgn lah kurang ajar sgt kan...sejahat2 aku ni, takdelah aku nak kurang ajar dgn org tua. Sbb tu aku tak SOUND org yang lebih tua dpd aku walaupun dorang ada buat salah jugak.
Apa-apa pun, aku just nak cakap.... PADA MEREKA YANG PANDANG TITLE DATO SERI AYAH AKU TU KAN, AKU NAK BAGITAU KORANG BAHAWASANYA AYAH AKU NI BERMULA DARI BAWAH NAK DPT TITLE TU. MY PARENTS CAME FROM A VERY2 POOR FAMILY BACK THEN. ADA KORANG TAU?
MY SISTERS AND I WENT TO UNIVERSITY USING SCHOLARSHIP...YES WE GOT OUR SCHOLARSHIP BECAUSE WE DID WELL AT SCHOOL.
AND THE BUNGALOW THAT MY PARENTS LIVE IN NOW, CAME FROM THEIR HARDSHIP FOR ALMOST 40 YEARS....AFTER LIVING IN ARMY QUARTERS AND RENTING HOUSES..
Saya ni adalah seorang manusia yang banyak membuat kesilapan, tapi InsyaAllah saya tak cepat melatah dan mengaku serta sedar akan kesilapan saya. Pointing fingers is just not my way. Tapi tulah dia, bila kita tegur orang pasal kesilapan mereka mulalah nak melenting sana sini, duk kata kita macam2. Kalau tak tegur nanti buat lagi dan melibatkan ........... Anak2 saya adalah keutamaan saya dan merekalah nyawa saya... Siapa suka orang amik barang mereka tanpa kebenaran atau pengetahuan kita kan... suka ke?
And I thought only one person have this attitude but it runs in the family? Haisshhh... dan memang mereka semua tak boleh terima teguran.. Fine, kalau macam tu saya pun akan buat keras hati sayalah... You think i cannot do ke? Tapi fikir2 balik malas lah.... Sukahati koranglah nak anggap aku ni jahat ke, tak sedar diri ke atau apa2 pun. Tapi jgn lah kurang ajar sgt kan...sejahat2 aku ni, takdelah aku nak kurang ajar dgn org tua. Sbb tu aku tak SOUND org yang lebih tua dpd aku walaupun dorang ada buat salah jugak.
Apa-apa pun, aku just nak cakap.... PADA MEREKA YANG PANDANG TITLE DATO SERI AYAH AKU TU KAN, AKU NAK BAGITAU KORANG BAHAWASANYA AYAH AKU NI BERMULA DARI BAWAH NAK DPT TITLE TU. MY PARENTS CAME FROM A VERY2 POOR FAMILY BACK THEN. ADA KORANG TAU?
MY SISTERS AND I WENT TO UNIVERSITY USING SCHOLARSHIP...YES WE GOT OUR SCHOLARSHIP BECAUSE WE DID WELL AT SCHOOL.
AND THE BUNGALOW THAT MY PARENTS LIVE IN NOW, CAME FROM THEIR HARDSHIP FOR ALMOST 40 YEARS....AFTER LIVING IN ARMY QUARTERS AND RENTING HOUSES..
Friday, October 7, 2011
Sakit Telinga
Salam semua..
Emosi saya kurang stabil hari ini sbb sakit telinga dan PMS..
hehehehe....
Bila hati yang marah meluap2 dah sejuk maka saya buangkan segala2 yang negatif sebelum ini..
Sekian harap maklum.
Seperti yang kawan saya selalu cakap 'Mengalah tak semestinya Kalah'
InsyaAllah dipermudahkan urusan hidup selepas ini.
Amin
Emosi saya kurang stabil hari ini sbb sakit telinga dan PMS..
hehehehe....
Bila hati yang marah meluap2 dah sejuk maka saya buangkan segala2 yang negatif sebelum ini..
Sekian harap maklum.
Seperti yang kawan saya selalu cakap 'Mengalah tak semestinya Kalah'
InsyaAllah dipermudahkan urusan hidup selepas ini.
Amin
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
Back to Work
Almost a month since i started working again after the ML. Razzan is being such a good boy but on the other hand i got another screaming boy Rayyan...huhu~...
Balik kerja je memang pengsan.. Nowadays Razzan woke up 3 times for his milk session(double pengsan). If my hubby outstation mmg triple pengsan laaa....huhuhu...
Ok..that's all i think.
Now that i move to 5th floor(same floor with my TL and teammate and also our big boss, cannot play2 arrr)...
Balik kerja je memang pengsan.. Nowadays Razzan woke up 3 times for his milk session(double pengsan). If my hubby outstation mmg triple pengsan laaa....huhuhu...
Ok..that's all i think.
Now that i move to 5th floor(same floor with my TL and teammate and also our big boss, cannot play2 arrr)...
Sunday, February 27, 2011
30 hari sudah
Pejam Celik dah sebulan dah aku bersalin kan Emir Razzan. Huwaaa, tak lama lagi dah nak start keje. Tapi badan ni tak kurus2 pun lagi. Cane nak kurus kalau kuat makan kan?hahaha....
Kali ni muka Razzan naik merah2 la plak macam ekczema(betoi ke tak eja ni). Tapi nasib baik la naik kat muka aje. Kalau tak sian dia.
Tak pergi lagi cucuk Razzan sebulan. Next week baru nak g. Agak2 berapa la berat Razzan dan berapalah berat aku skang. Rasa macam besar jeee lagi...huwaaaa....
Kena jogging la pas pantang ni....huk3... Susah nak kuruskan badan balik... Ingatkan takdela naik byk sgt berat kali ni tapi sama je macam 1st pregnancy lu. Sabau jela..
Kali ni muka Razzan naik merah2 la plak macam ekczema(betoi ke tak eja ni). Tapi nasib baik la naik kat muka aje. Kalau tak sian dia.
Tak pergi lagi cucuk Razzan sebulan. Next week baru nak g. Agak2 berapa la berat Razzan dan berapalah berat aku skang. Rasa macam besar jeee lagi...huwaaaa....
Kena jogging la pas pantang ni....huk3... Susah nak kuruskan badan balik... Ingatkan takdela naik byk sgt berat kali ni tapi sama je macam 1st pregnancy lu. Sabau jela..
Sunday, February 13, 2011
Hari ke 19
Pejam celik pejam celik hari ni dah masuk hari yang ke-19 dah.. Hajat di hati nak berpantang sendiri tak kesampaian sebab laki ku tersayang nak kena g outstation. Dengan si Rayyan yang tak reti duk diam dan Razzan yang siang2 asyik nak berkepit je cane tu? Nanti makan tak tentu Razzan sakit perot sape yang seksa kan?? Mama dia jugak. Oleh itu kami telah mengambil keputusan sebulat suara untuk kembali ke pangkal jalan....hahahha, iaitu balik Kajang la umah Bonda terchenta. Sekurang kurang nye terjaga makan minum. Kali ni alhamdulillah Razzan tak byk ragam sgt mcm abg dia kecuali bila nyusu tu mak aihhhh kemain lama. Sebab lepas tu pun dia tidur lama. Ini dia tgh tdo sgt lama...Kejut suh minum susu pun kejap je dia minum. Siap la malam-malam buta karang mesti nak berkepit aje. Takpelah, jgn ko melalak tak hengat sudah ye nakkk..
BTW.. baru start buat stock susu 4 hari lepas. Agak2 sempat tak nak buat stock susu byk2? Niat di hati ni nak fully BF sampai Razzan umur 1 thn at least, kalau lagi lama lagi bagus kan.. I loike... :)
Kena buat stock susu byk2 sbb nanti Razzan 2 bulan nak kena anta nursery dah... Sila lah doakan susu saya byk yer... Sebab dulu bila Rayyan start minum FM sbb BM dah tak ckp kan, salu nau lah sakit. Tak sanggup mama tgk anak2 mama sakit dah.
BTW.. baru start buat stock susu 4 hari lepas. Agak2 sempat tak nak buat stock susu byk2? Niat di hati ni nak fully BF sampai Razzan umur 1 thn at least, kalau lagi lama lagi bagus kan.. I loike... :)
Kena buat stock susu byk2 sbb nanti Razzan 2 bulan nak kena anta nursery dah... Sila lah doakan susu saya byk yer... Sebab dulu bila Rayyan start minum FM sbb BM dah tak ckp kan, salu nau lah sakit. Tak sanggup mama tgk anak2 mama sakit dah.
Thursday, February 10, 2011
Sambungan Flashback
24th Jan 2011
Lepas balik makan dari Pelita tu pergi amik Rayyan dekat nursery lepas tu balik lah rumah. Tak ingat buat apa balik rumah tapi yang ingat sakit sudah makin kerap. Malam pukul 10 baru lapar then makan roti jela. Pukul 12 dah tak tertahan sgt dah sakit sampai menonggeng2 dah so ajak la Hubby pergi Hospital dan kali ni kami pergi HAT Tuanku Mizan. Nasib baik Rayyan dah tido so dia tinggal dekat umah dgn adik ipar. Sampai2 dekat emergency tu terus ckp sakit dah. Lepas tu memula dorang nak cek dekat bawah tu tapi tetiba suh naik wad trus lah pulak. Kena tolak atas wheelchair. Masa on da way tu tetiba dgr mcm bunyi 'pop' tapi sayup2 je. Dah sampai atas nak bangun dari wheelchair dah rasa lain macam dah. Rupa-rupanya air ketuban dah pecah, patutla mcm ada dgr bunyi 'pop' tadi. Cek2 dah bukak 2cm....ha, kan mmg nak beranak dah.Doc kat Ampang tu mangkuk, taula wad penuh tp ckp elok2 tak blh ke. Aku ni bkn bangang sgt, ada degree lagi tau walaupun degree in IT.
Dah terus kena tolak masuk labor room. Masa ni sakit dah sesgt...pehtu dahla kena baring je sbb dorang pasang CTG kat perot ni. Huwaaa, rasa nak patah pinggang. Contraction ku sgt lah kuat sampai nak dekat 100%. Kembar darah lah di katakan. Dahla masa memula kena tahan dorang tak kasi aku ubat untuk membersihkan kolon aku yang penuh ni. Masa dah bukak 4cm aku mintak baru nurse kasi sbb dia raba2 mmg penuh kolon aku kan. Maka kat dlm labor room la aku termuntah terberak semua. Masa ni malu semua dah hilang dah. Dahla takde painkiller langsung, takat gas yang dia suruh sedut je. Sebab gas tu lah aku merapu meraban dari kul 1pg sampai nak dekat kul 5 pagi tau.
Lepas dah melepas tu baru aku rasa contraction kurang sikit dan jalan dari 6cm terus bukak 9cm. Masa ni nurse dah suruh aku start push dah. Tapi dia suh mengiring lu sbb katanye takdelah lenguh sbb tak nampak lagi kepala baby masa ni. 2 kali aku push tetiba aku rasa mcm baby dah nak terkeluar dah. Kelam kabut nurse suruh aku terlentang. Masa ni dorang dah nampak kot kepala baby. Sekali aku teran dah keluar kepala kot. Sekali lagi teran bahu kot, sekali masa ni tak ckp nafas daaaa... Tarik nafas panjang pastu teran maka keluarlah baby ku. Alhamdulillah, syukur sgt2. Merasa gak aku beranak normal walaupun sakitnye mak aihh... tak tercakap. Maka pada 5.08 pagi keluarlah anak kami yang kedua yang diberi nama Emir Razzan.
Ha, masa ni hubby takde pun kat sisi. Sedih sungguh rasa di hati. Sebabnya dia balik rumah pergi ambik Rayyan yang dah melalak tak hengat dunia. Takpelah, asalkan semua selamat kan. Tapi aku memang bengang btol ngn doc kat Hospital Ampang tu. huh
Gambar nanti la upload sbb tetiba lembs plaks...
Terima Kasih kepada semua sahabat handai kerana mendoakan kami...
Lepas balik makan dari Pelita tu pergi amik Rayyan dekat nursery lepas tu balik lah rumah. Tak ingat buat apa balik rumah tapi yang ingat sakit sudah makin kerap. Malam pukul 10 baru lapar then makan roti jela. Pukul 12 dah tak tertahan sgt dah sakit sampai menonggeng2 dah so ajak la Hubby pergi Hospital dan kali ni kami pergi HAT Tuanku Mizan. Nasib baik Rayyan dah tido so dia tinggal dekat umah dgn adik ipar. Sampai2 dekat emergency tu terus ckp sakit dah. Lepas tu memula dorang nak cek dekat bawah tu tapi tetiba suh naik wad trus lah pulak. Kena tolak atas wheelchair. Masa on da way tu tetiba dgr mcm bunyi 'pop' tapi sayup2 je. Dah sampai atas nak bangun dari wheelchair dah rasa lain macam dah. Rupa-rupanya air ketuban dah pecah, patutla mcm ada dgr bunyi 'pop' tadi. Cek2 dah bukak 2cm....ha, kan mmg nak beranak dah.Doc kat Ampang tu mangkuk, taula wad penuh tp ckp elok2 tak blh ke. Aku ni bkn bangang sgt, ada degree lagi tau walaupun degree in IT.
Dah terus kena tolak masuk labor room. Masa ni sakit dah sesgt...pehtu dahla kena baring je sbb dorang pasang CTG kat perot ni. Huwaaa, rasa nak patah pinggang. Contraction ku sgt lah kuat sampai nak dekat 100%. Kembar darah lah di katakan. Dahla masa memula kena tahan dorang tak kasi aku ubat untuk membersihkan kolon aku yang penuh ni. Masa dah bukak 4cm aku mintak baru nurse kasi sbb dia raba2 mmg penuh kolon aku kan. Maka kat dlm labor room la aku termuntah terberak semua. Masa ni malu semua dah hilang dah. Dahla takde painkiller langsung, takat gas yang dia suruh sedut je. Sebab gas tu lah aku merapu meraban dari kul 1pg sampai nak dekat kul 5 pagi tau.
Lepas dah melepas tu baru aku rasa contraction kurang sikit dan jalan dari 6cm terus bukak 9cm. Masa ni nurse dah suruh aku start push dah. Tapi dia suh mengiring lu sbb katanye takdelah lenguh sbb tak nampak lagi kepala baby masa ni. 2 kali aku push tetiba aku rasa mcm baby dah nak terkeluar dah. Kelam kabut nurse suruh aku terlentang. Masa ni dorang dah nampak kot kepala baby. Sekali aku teran dah keluar kepala kot. Sekali lagi teran bahu kot, sekali masa ni tak ckp nafas daaaa... Tarik nafas panjang pastu teran maka keluarlah baby ku. Alhamdulillah, syukur sgt2. Merasa gak aku beranak normal walaupun sakitnye mak aihh... tak tercakap. Maka pada 5.08 pagi keluarlah anak kami yang kedua yang diberi nama Emir Razzan.
Ha, masa ni hubby takde pun kat sisi. Sedih sungguh rasa di hati. Sebabnya dia balik rumah pergi ambik Rayyan yang dah melalak tak hengat dunia. Takpelah, asalkan semua selamat kan. Tapi aku memang bengang btol ngn doc kat Hospital Ampang tu. huh
Gambar nanti la upload sbb tetiba lembs plaks...
Terima Kasih kepada semua sahabat handai kerana mendoakan kami...
Just Some Flashback
24th Jan 2011
Having tummy pain since 3am in da morning and it is within 5minutes.Thought it was false alarm but still it gets stronger till 7am in da morning, I didn't sleep at all since 3am so decided to go to Hospital Ampang(gov hosp). Reached there around 8am++ and I think I was the 1st patient. The doctor checked me, took the CTG and told me to go home cause still no opening. OK, so home we go.
Reached home and then i slept zzzzzzzzzzz and suddenly my tummy started to hurt again but not very much. Woke up to go to the toilet and suddenly i started to panic a bit because there's blood at my pantyliners and I'm not talking bout spots of it but is full of blood. So, I woke my hubby and showed him the blood ad off we go to Hospital Ampang again. This time the service there really sucks. I went to the counter and told the nurses bout the blood and she said it is because of the VE that the doctor did in da morning. After i explained that it was not spots of blood but a lot only they took me seriously and ask me to go to the examination room so that the doctor will check me.
So, came the doctor and she checked me and said still no opening. I told her bout the blood and she still doesnt believe me as if i was making up stories. And then the midwife came and check to timed my contraction while waiting for the Senior Doctor to check me. As I was in the examination room I heard the doctors said 'Dia yang dtg pagi tadi tu, lepas dia dtg terus ramai patient'. Like WTF la kan...it pisses me off. Still i lay down patiently waiting for the so called Senior Doctor to check me. She came, check my opening and said still no opening. I told her bout the blood and she said while showing me the blood 'Ini tanda je, ada patient keluar tanda darah mcm ni mgu depan baru bersalin'. Still I was worried because the amount of blood that came out at home is a lot. So I told her bout my previous experience being induced but still no opening. And you know what that Doc said to me 'Ha, yelah yelah. Kalau nak kena tahan wad sgt tahan lah'. She spoke out loud ok and everyone heard it. I was so annoyed by the way she talked to me.So unprofessional. Who does she thinks she is? Just some doctorssss....Bodoh tau.Sakit hati aku. Macam lah aku tak tau sakit macam mana baru nak dtg hospital kan.
Then after she left i went to the toilet and cried coz i was so pissed off. I went out of the toilet and told the other doctor that i dont want to be warded. When i went out of the examination room i saw my parents already there. I told the nurse at the reception that i dont need to be warded. Then my parents, hubby and i went to Pelita to have lunch. On the way there I told my hubby what happened in the Examination Room and told him what the doctor told me.
Oh, I forgot to tell u olls when i want to go back...the nurse at the reception told me this 'kalau sakit setiap 5minit dtg hospital'. Dalam hati aku dah menyumpah2 dah. Sebab sakit setiap 5 minit ni lah aku dtg hospital.
Then at Pelita, my hubby told my parents what happened back there at the hospital. My father just geleng kepala dgn attitude doctor ni. Huh... And I had my lunch while enduring the pain ok... Sakit hati punya pasal makan laaaaa. Then balik rumah.
Having tummy pain since 3am in da morning and it is within 5minutes.Thought it was false alarm but still it gets stronger till 7am in da morning, I didn't sleep at all since 3am so decided to go to Hospital Ampang(gov hosp). Reached there around 8am++ and I think I was the 1st patient. The doctor checked me, took the CTG and told me to go home cause still no opening. OK, so home we go.
Reached home and then i slept zzzzzzzzzzz and suddenly my tummy started to hurt again but not very much. Woke up to go to the toilet and suddenly i started to panic a bit because there's blood at my pantyliners and I'm not talking bout spots of it but is full of blood. So, I woke my hubby and showed him the blood ad off we go to Hospital Ampang again. This time the service there really sucks. I went to the counter and told the nurses bout the blood and she said it is because of the VE that the doctor did in da morning. After i explained that it was not spots of blood but a lot only they took me seriously and ask me to go to the examination room so that the doctor will check me.
So, came the doctor and she checked me and said still no opening. I told her bout the blood and she still doesnt believe me as if i was making up stories. And then the midwife came and check to timed my contraction while waiting for the Senior Doctor to check me. As I was in the examination room I heard the doctors said 'Dia yang dtg pagi tadi tu, lepas dia dtg terus ramai patient'. Like WTF la kan...it pisses me off. Still i lay down patiently waiting for the so called Senior Doctor to check me. She came, check my opening and said still no opening. I told her bout the blood and she said while showing me the blood 'Ini tanda je, ada patient keluar tanda darah mcm ni mgu depan baru bersalin'. Still I was worried because the amount of blood that came out at home is a lot. So I told her bout my previous experience being induced but still no opening. And you know what that Doc said to me 'Ha, yelah yelah. Kalau nak kena tahan wad sgt tahan lah'. She spoke out loud ok and everyone heard it. I was so annoyed by the way she talked to me.So unprofessional. Who does she thinks she is? Just some doctorssss....Bodoh tau.Sakit hati aku. Macam lah aku tak tau sakit macam mana baru nak dtg hospital kan.
Then after she left i went to the toilet and cried coz i was so pissed off. I went out of the toilet and told the other doctor that i dont want to be warded. When i went out of the examination room i saw my parents already there. I told the nurse at the reception that i dont need to be warded. Then my parents, hubby and i went to Pelita to have lunch. On the way there I told my hubby what happened in the Examination Room and told him what the doctor told me.
Oh, I forgot to tell u olls when i want to go back...the nurse at the reception told me this 'kalau sakit setiap 5minit dtg hospital'. Dalam hati aku dah menyumpah2 dah. Sebab sakit setiap 5 minit ni lah aku dtg hospital.
Then at Pelita, my hubby told my parents what happened back there at the hospital. My father just geleng kepala dgn attitude doctor ni. Huh... And I had my lunch while enduring the pain ok... Sakit hati punya pasal makan laaaaa. Then balik rumah.
Monday, January 17, 2011
Gosh....39weeks already
Now only I realized that I am 39weeks already. For the first time I can hold on until 39weeks, so unbelieveable. No wonder I feel tired easily nowadays. But still can go shopping last Friday and Saturday. hehehe...
Kalau baby ni tak turun2 lagi taktau la kan.. Hopefully the baby is already engaged and ready to meet us...
Just can't wait for it. Am so excited. Tengok baby orang rasa macam...ish tak sabarnye nak hold my baby. Nak cium2 dia, nak kasi susu... Rindunye.. Mintak2 la cepat kuar dan selamat hendaknye. Doakan kami yer...TQ alls.
Kalau baby ni tak turun2 lagi taktau la kan.. Hopefully the baby is already engaged and ready to meet us...
Just can't wait for it. Am so excited. Tengok baby orang rasa macam...ish tak sabarnye nak hold my baby. Nak cium2 dia, nak kasi susu... Rindunye.. Mintak2 la cepat kuar dan selamat hendaknye. Doakan kami yer...TQ alls.
Friday, January 14, 2011
Ermmm...
Kalau diikutkan last date of period yang ku samar2 ingat patut hari ni dah masuk 39weeks...
Tapi kalau ikutkan scan dekat Klinik Kesihatan @5months EDD adalah 29th Jan ... means baru nak masuk 38weeks..
Jadi, yang mana satu patut ku ikut?
The average baby is about 20.5 inches / 51 centimetres long from head to toe and weighs approximately 7.5 pounds / 3.4 kilograms at birth, but anywhere between 5 pounds 11.5 ounces and 8 pounds 5.75 ounces / 2.5 and 3.8 kilograms is a healthy range for newborns.
Tapi kalau ikutkan scan dekat Klinik Kesihatan @5months EDD adalah 29th Jan ... means baru nak masuk 38weeks..
Jadi, yang mana satu patut ku ikut?
The average baby is about 20.5 inches / 51 centimetres long from head to toe and weighs approximately 7.5 pounds / 3.4 kilograms at birth, but anywhere between 5 pounds 11.5 ounces and 8 pounds 5.75 ounces / 2.5 and 3.8 kilograms is a healthy range for newborns.
Thursday, January 6, 2011
Lega Hati ini, Alhamdulillah…
Salam semua,
Semalam kan buat post ‘Tak Sedap Hati’ kan. Hari ni dah rasa Lega dah….Alhamdulillah. Sebab petang semalam dah pergi jumpa Gynae dan scan baby. Baby dah pusing dan kepala sudah engage, sangatlah lega rasa di hati. Berat pun dah naik around 3kg.. Sangat-sangat bersyukur. Kalau tak rasa susah hati je. Dengar heartbeat dia semua ok, sangat2 lega. Hehehe…
So, sekarang adalah menanti hari sahaja. Semalam pun doc dah Tanya macam-macam kan. Hehehe… Nak tahan wad dahla tu. Tau sangat doctor tu. Tapi sebab I’m still ok, so takde la dia nak tahan ke apa kan.
Oklah, that’s all peeps for this morning. :)
Semalam kan buat post ‘Tak Sedap Hati’ kan. Hari ni dah rasa Lega dah….Alhamdulillah. Sebab petang semalam dah pergi jumpa Gynae dan scan baby. Baby dah pusing dan kepala sudah engage, sangatlah lega rasa di hati. Berat pun dah naik around 3kg.. Sangat-sangat bersyukur. Kalau tak rasa susah hati je. Dengar heartbeat dia semua ok, sangat2 lega. Hehehe…
So, sekarang adalah menanti hari sahaja. Semalam pun doc dah Tanya macam-macam kan. Hehehe… Nak tahan wad dahla tu. Tau sangat doctor tu. Tapi sebab I’m still ok, so takde la dia nak tahan ke apa kan.
Oklah, that’s all peeps for this morning. :)
Wednesday, January 5, 2011
Tak Sedap Hati
Di petang-petang hari ini tiba-tiba rasa tak sedap hati lah pulak. Kenapa ek? Huhu~. Pagi tadi dah g checkup dekat Klinik Kesihatan. Macam biasalah nurse amik darah, BP , dengar heartbeat baby, raba2 kedudukan baby dan Alhamdulillah ok. Tapi rasa macam tak puas sebab tak scan. Dah mintak nak scan tapi doctor kata tak payah lagi. Ermmm….. Jadi mengambil keputusan petang ni nak jumpa gynae la trus kat private. Nak scan semua, baru rasa macam complete dan semoga rasa tak sedap hati ini akan hilang dan semoga baby sihat-sihat sahaja.
Takutlah kalau kena emergency C-Sect lagi. Kalau boleh nak kasi normal delivery. Sebab kan kalau anak 1st and 2nd dah C-sect, confirm anak no 3 kena C-Sect gak. Kesian kat anak la….kalau operate ni anak salu banyak alergik sikit dari budak beranak normal. Dahla I ni memang ada eckzema(betoi ke dak eja ni?). Kalau ditambah dgn alergik2 lain, sian kat anak.huhu~
Sekian, luahan rasa di petang hari. Sebab nak buat kerja pun rasa tak sedap hati. Balik ni memang terus nk jumpa gynae. Harap-harap tak ramai orang macam last 2 weeks.huhu~
Takutlah kalau kena emergency C-Sect lagi. Kalau boleh nak kasi normal delivery. Sebab kan kalau anak 1st and 2nd dah C-sect, confirm anak no 3 kena C-Sect gak. Kesian kat anak la….kalau operate ni anak salu banyak alergik sikit dari budak beranak normal. Dahla I ni memang ada eckzema(betoi ke dak eja ni?). Kalau ditambah dgn alergik2 lain, sian kat anak.huhu~
Sekian, luahan rasa di petang hari. Sebab nak buat kerja pun rasa tak sedap hati. Balik ni memang terus nk jumpa gynae. Harap-harap tak ramai orang macam last 2 weeks.huhu~
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
Is it a sign or false alarm?
Yuhuuu……
Last night we had dinner at CHILIS..hehehe. Makan sedap je kan akhir2 ni. Manalah badan tak besau. But the best part was seeing Rayyan eating dengan sangat berselera. Siap makan Molten Choc Cake lagi plus jilat2 lagi. Selalu pandang sebelah mata pun tak kalau kek kan.
Ok, enough talking bout food. After dinner we went home. Sampai je rumah biasalah kan, salin salin baju pehtu duk melanguk depan tv. My husband konon-konon cakap masa kat Chilis balik rumah dia nak terus tido. Sekali duk tengok TV je dengan Rayyan tu. Rayyan tu sekarang ni ikut je papa dia buat apa. Dah macam copycat je aku rasa. Kengkadang tengok kelakar plak.
Mak Buyung ni of course la awal2 dah terlelap depan tv. Tapi then around 11pm terjaga sebab sakit belakang.huhu~. Sakit yang mencucuk2 dekat belakang bahagian pinggang. I pun buatlah timing kan, manalah tau kot-kot tu tanda nak bersalin dah kan. Every 5minutes jugaklah sakit. Tapi by 11.40pm dah tak sakit dah sebab boleh tertido pulak kan.hik3… Tapi husband cakap I tido mengerang2. Adakah sakit jugak masa tgh tdo tp disebabkan dah mengantuk sgt sampai tertido jugak akhirnya. So, sekarang ni taktau lah adakah itu tanda-tanda nak bersalin ataupun false alarm?huhu~
Esok ada checkup @38 weeks. Nak tunggu esok ke nak jumpa doctor petang ni ek? Tapi Alhamdulillah pergerakan baby macam biasa. Kena monitor la pergerakan baby ni. Kalau tetiba terkurang atau terover sangat kena lah memecut ke hospital.
Doakan keselamatan saya dan baby yer… TQ alls.
Last night we had dinner at CHILIS..hehehe. Makan sedap je kan akhir2 ni. Manalah badan tak besau. But the best part was seeing Rayyan eating dengan sangat berselera. Siap makan Molten Choc Cake lagi plus jilat2 lagi. Selalu pandang sebelah mata pun tak kalau kek kan.
Ok, enough talking bout food. After dinner we went home. Sampai je rumah biasalah kan, salin salin baju pehtu duk melanguk depan tv. My husband konon-konon cakap masa kat Chilis balik rumah dia nak terus tido. Sekali duk tengok TV je dengan Rayyan tu. Rayyan tu sekarang ni ikut je papa dia buat apa. Dah macam copycat je aku rasa. Kengkadang tengok kelakar plak.
Mak Buyung ni of course la awal2 dah terlelap depan tv. Tapi then around 11pm terjaga sebab sakit belakang.huhu~. Sakit yang mencucuk2 dekat belakang bahagian pinggang. I pun buatlah timing kan, manalah tau kot-kot tu tanda nak bersalin dah kan. Every 5minutes jugaklah sakit. Tapi by 11.40pm dah tak sakit dah sebab boleh tertido pulak kan.hik3… Tapi husband cakap I tido mengerang2. Adakah sakit jugak masa tgh tdo tp disebabkan dah mengantuk sgt sampai tertido jugak akhirnya. So, sekarang ni taktau lah adakah itu tanda-tanda nak bersalin ataupun false alarm?huhu~
Esok ada checkup @38 weeks. Nak tunggu esok ke nak jumpa doctor petang ni ek? Tapi Alhamdulillah pergerakan baby macam biasa. Kena monitor la pergerakan baby ni. Kalau tetiba terkurang atau terover sangat kena lah memecut ke hospital.
Doakan keselamatan saya dan baby yer… TQ alls.
Inilah Molten Choc Cake tu...sedap sangat... :)
Monday, January 3, 2011
First Day of Working Year 2011
It’s the first working day for year 2011 but I feel so de-motivated. Firstly because the office is a bit empty coz many of my colleague is taking their Annual Leave to send their kids to school and also because I am heavily pregnant. I will be 38 weeks pregnant soon. How I wish times flies faster than now. So not comfortable during these final weeks with the back-ache, the tummy hardens every now and then, trips to the toilet is very often (esp during nights) and many more.
Today Rayyan cried when we send him to Nursery. He’s very close with his Papa nowadays. Maybe he pitied his Mama nowadays. It’s a good thing also coz I can’t barely take care of him properly nowadays (he likes to be carried and I can’t bear to carry him anymore nowadays). Don’t know how he will react once his lil brother (InsyaAllah) is born. I hope he can be a good big brother and show good example. Hopefully I can give normal delivery this time. Praying for the best. :)
Happy New Year to All and hopefully this year will be better than the last one…..
Today Rayyan cried when we send him to Nursery. He’s very close with his Papa nowadays. Maybe he pitied his Mama nowadays. It’s a good thing also coz I can’t barely take care of him properly nowadays (he likes to be carried and I can’t bear to carry him anymore nowadays). Don’t know how he will react once his lil brother (InsyaAllah) is born. I hope he can be a good big brother and show good example. Hopefully I can give normal delivery this time. Praying for the best. :)
Happy New Year to All and hopefully this year will be better than the last one…..
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